Kalkalins sa album ni Eki (pansinin:lagi akong nakanganga)


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poems do fade as fools like me,



but only Him can forge these three -



and the trees above us.

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our kids! Lord, i pray that they will grow in Thy way.


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bago pa man mag-umpisa ang UP fair, nakatunton na kami sa loob habang



pinoposte nila manong ang mga yero.



hindi naman ako nakapunta sa actual na UP fair. 


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si rai na nakaalam ng deepest darkest secret ko tungkol dun sa deepest darkest person



na sa palagay niya ay kinababaliwan ko na - ang dark.



at ako.


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si eki, may tinitingnan sa sunken garden, malamang si... 



ang minamahal kong disciple na si chacha sobrang addict sa Panginoon, nakakatuwa



at akong hindi ma-express ang tuwa



sa tambayan.


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ayun si meko (papunta ako sa kanila ngayon) na naka-ewan sign at ang kamay ni eki na ganun din.



ako, wala eh.


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si eki na nagkukunwaring two- face at akong nagkukunwaring natatakot.



mali, paano mangyayari yun eh nakatalikod ako?hala, mahirap solusyonan.


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Natre (Shutter) joins a telenovela



(ganito ang kuwento niyan:



si eki si natre,



ako yung malditang nanay ni chacha na nagpapatay sa kasintahan



ni hardinerong julius na si chimay na natre, pero ngayon,



nagayuma ni malditang chacha si ju. kaya ko nga pinapatay si natre,



para makuha ni chacha yun gusto niya -



ang lame ng kuwento.lahat naman ata ng telenovela ganyan.) 


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Robert Magnuson's "Mr. Beetle's Many Rooms'"



number one fan!

VANDALISM

pee…
pee…
i need to tug-
tug
my skirt
down,

i sit on the throne of heaven –

ahhhhhhh…
earth’s heaven indeed,

its scriptures came into light,
the wisdom of cubicle angels etched
on the walls of this paradise:

“I’m still a virgin – would it hurt?”

“Yes, honey, but don’t let that
stop you from cumming.”

“I dream of marrying my Psych prof!”

“Dream on – his gay.”

“Join the revolution!
Oust the fascist!
Free the country!”

“Let’s live in the mountains!”

“I love my girlfriend –

we had sex here!”

“Shit! I’m 2 months preggy!
Does any bitch know
where I could get help?”

“I know this place in Quiapo.
Drink 12 pills of Cytotec and
go there – they got rid
of my problem.”

this is a glimpse
of their heaven,
a revelation of
their four-cornered paradise.

i fix my skirt,
i head outside,
i look at the sky,

Heaven has no walls.

Papa sent this thru e-mail, galing: If Noah was Filipino

*To the writer of this piece, wow, I wish i knew you.

If Noah was a Filipino...

It is the year 2005 and Noah lives in the PHILIPPINES.

The Lord speaks to Noah and says: "In one year I am going to make it rain and cover the whole Earth with water until all is destroyed. But I want you to save the righteous people and two of every kind of living thing on the earth.

Therefore, I am commanding you to build an Ark." In a flash of lightning, God delivered the specifications for an Ark.

Fearful and trembling, Noah took the plans and agreed to build the Ark. "Remember," said the Lord, "You must complete the Ark and bring everything aboard in one year."

Exactly one year later, a fierce storm cloud covered the earth and all the seas of the earth went into tumult. The Lord saw Noah sitting in his front yard weeping.

"Noah." He shouted, "Where is the Ark?"

"Lord please forgive me!" cried Noah. "I did my best but there were big problems. First, I had to get a Mayor's permit for construction and your plans "did not comply with the codes". I had to hire their "engineering firm" and "redraw" the plans & nbsp;

Then I got into a fight with Municipal Fire Safety Inspector over whether or not the Ark needed a fire sprinkler system andextinguishers.

Then my neighbours objected, claiming I was violating zoning ordinances by building the Ark in my front yard, so I had to get a permit from the municipal planning office.

The Municipal Planning office told me to get a barangay clearance. But when I went to the Barangay Captain, he said I should first get a permit from the municipal planning office. I got confused.

I had problems getting enough wood for the Ark, because there was a ban on cutting trees to protect the Monkey-Eating Eagle. I finally convinced the DENR that I needed the wood to save the eagles. However, the DENR won't let me catch any eagles . So, no eagles.

The carpenters formed a union and went out on strike. I had to negotiate a settlement with the KMU. Now I have 16carpenters on the Ark, but still no eagles.

When I started rounding up the other animals, I got sued by an animal rights group. They objected to me only taking two of each kind aboard.

Just when I got the suit dismissed, the DENR again notified me that I could not complete the Ark without filing an environmental impact assessment on your proposed flood. They didn't take very kindly to the idea that they had no jurisdiction over the conduct of the Creator of the universe.

Then the DPWH demanded a map of the proposed new flood plan. I sent them a globe.

Right now, I am trying to resolve a complaint filed with the DOLE that I am practicing discrimination by not taking godless, unbelieving people aboard!

The BIR has seized all my assets, claiming that I'm building the Ark in preparation to flee the country to avoid paying taxes. I just got a notice from the BIR that I owe some kind of user tax and failed to register the Ark as a recreational watercraft.

The NBI and ISAFP each wanted a piece of the action alleging that the Ark would be used by Garcillano to escape.

The PNP on the other hand insists that Mr. Arroyo might use the Ark to flee to the USA.

Malacanang sees the opportunity to use the Ark for GMA's Strong Republic Nautical Highway presidential campaign sorties.

Upon hearing my building the Ark, Congress did what they always do --- formed a fact-finding committee. I'm not worried about that though because they've never had anything done anyway.

Finally the Senate got the courts to issue a TRO against further construction of the Ark, saying that since God is flooding the earth, it is a religious event and therefore unconstitutional.

I really don't think I can finish the Ark for another 10 or 16 years!" Noah wailed.

The sky began to clear, the sun began to shine and the seas began to calm. A rainbow arched across the sky.

Noah looked up hopefully. "You mean you are not going to destroy the earth, Lord?"

"No," said the Lord sadly...."The government is already doing that."

Halo-Halo

oo, totoo, marami akong nararamdaman ngayon. di ko nga alam kung anong uunahin, nag-uunahan kasi sila eh, silang lahat.

ahm, medyo malungkot ako kasi pabagsak nanaman yun mga grado ko: 10/100 ako sa philo11 exam ko kay ser tangco, tapos magdro-drop ako ng sports climbing, hindi ko pa tapos yun folio ko sa cw100, dami kasing kaartehan sa paintings, hindi naman ako nagunguna sa socsci2, sp130, fil20 o eng23 - mga subjects na inaasahan kong sasalba sa akin, kulang-kulang assignments at quizzes ko, ewan ko lang kung may forced drop na ako. magulo ang utak ko, sabog na sabog.ikinalulungkot ko rin na magulo ang damdamin ko dahil nagmamahal na nga ata ako, o isang matnding pagkalinlang, hindi ako sigurado, isang kabaduyan na di ko inaakalang papatulan ko. hindi naman niya alam, o malamang alam na niya ngayon, pero hindi, hindi naman siguro kasi magaling naman ako magtago - noon, hindi na ngayon, nasabi ko na kay rai eh, sa kanya lang muna, di ko pa kayang ibunyag sa iba, baka masabihan pa ako ng "kadiri", di ko pa kaya.

ang dami, ang dami-daming gumugulo, nakakalungkot, nakaka-enganyo, parang nagsasabi silang lahat na "ayos lang malungkot, marami ka namang natututunan, marami ka namang nararamdaman", tapos sabay-sabay silang sasayaw sa isipan ko, ritual dance na matagal na nilang ginagawa tuwing bilog ang buwan, ang buwan na nagdidikta kung kailan ako malulungkot.

pero buti na lang may araw, mas matikas yun, mas maliwanang, mas malakas ang kapit sa akin, hapit na hapit, sakop talaga ako ng ilaw niya.

masaya ako, todo ang galak na pinipintig ng pulso ko ngayon: may mga disciples na ako, lima sila, sabay-sabay kaming nag-aaral ng salita ni God, nagwi-witness na rin ako, isang bagay na matagal ko nang ipinagdarasal pero kinakatakutan, takot pa rin ako ngayon pero kailangan kasi nilang marinig eh, kailangan nilang malaman na mahal na mahal sila ni Jesus, na sobrang nagmamakaawa na siya para lang tanggapin nila ang kasiyahang alok niya, ang kabuuan ng saya na talaga namang para sa kanila, na hindi naman siya mahirap abutin, na andiyan lang siya, kumakatok sa pinto ng puso, di bale na sa isipan kasi mahirap naman talaga pala siyang intindihin, na may mga bagay-bagay na hindi natin maiintindihan kasi hindi naman tayo nagtatanong, na may mga tanong na hindi natin masasagot kasi hindi naman natin maiintindihan, na matagal na siyang naghihintay para lang mapansin, mantakin natin, Diyos, naghihintay, naghihintay na mapansin, na oo, minsan naawa ako sa kanya, na nagpapakatanga siya para sa mga taong hindi naman siya pinapahalagaan, kung ako lang siya, naku, matagal ko nang pinasabog yang mga yan, mabubuhay naman kasi ang Diyos ng walang tao, walang sakit ng ulo, pero hindi, nakakapagtaka siya, nakakapagtaka talaga ang pag-ibig niya, at hindi ako siya, mahal ko lang siya, mahal na mahal, hindi ko alam kung bakit, hindi ko alam kung papaano, basta nangyari na lang, kasi una niya akong minahal, eh wala naman masyadong nagmamahal sa akin noon, pero ayos lang, dahil sa kanya, marami nang nagmamahal, pero sapat na ang pagmamahal niya, yun pagmamahal ng mga mahal ko, bonus na lang yun, libre, yun, yun ang gusto kong ipaalam sa mga taong hindi pa nakakarinig ng katotohanan, na pumapasok ang Diyos sa mga buhay ng taong tumatanggap kay Jesus at binabago talaga niya ang takbo ng buhay, binubura niya ang mga kasalanang sumisira sa atin, binubura niya ang mga kahihiyan na tumutunaw sa atin, na may choice tayo kung gusto natin siyang tanggapin, gusto kasi niya kusa nating maramdaman yun pagmamahal na yun, at hindi yun nanggagaling sa simbahan, o sa relihiyon, o sa anumang santong dinadasalan ng mga eskuwelahan natin, hindi, mga sinungaling yun mga yun, hindi naman kasi natatagpuan ang Diyos sa sculptures,a t nakalulungkot na hindi ko na siya makita sa simbahan, sa Bible na lang, yun na lang ang tanging simbahan ko, pero nagsisimula nga muna yan sa aming dalawa, sa relasyon namin ni Jesus, sa kung gaano kalalim ang pagkakaibigan namin, ang pagmamahalan, ang pagkukulitan, kasi makulit si God, napa-oo niya ako, hindi naman ako napilitan, um-oo lang talaga ako sa panahong pakiramadam kong walang-wala na na ako, tapos binago niya ako, ang saya, may galak talaga ang puso ko.

ang haba, mahaba ang kasiyahan at kalungkutan ko ngayon, pero nananaig pa rin ang Diyos, na ayos lang kahit pabagsak ako sa philo11, nakuha ko naman ata yun pabor ni ser tangco kasi willing naman siyang turuan kami, puwede pa naman akong mag-sports climbinbg kasi may belayer card naman na ako sa power up, maipapasa ko naman yun folio ko sa cw100, ang saya nga nun kasi may pito akong paintings dun, inspirado ako eh, pumapangalawa naman ako sa mga subjects na inaasahan kjong sasalba sa akin - wala na akong pangamaba, wala nang takot kahit bumagsak, sinalba na ako ng Diyos noong first sem, ganito rin ang nangyari noon, tinamad ako at parang babagsak, sumobra pa nga ng isang GEng AH, pero pinalakas niya ako't naisalaba, na-US pa nga eh, at hindi ko gawa yun, bobo ako kung ako lang, si Jesus lang talaga may kagagawan nun, kaya nga Savior eh, taga-pagligtas sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko. para naman sa infatuation ko, tinutukso pa nga ako ni Lord eh, hindi kinukulit niya ako, pero haay, Lord, sana tapusin niyo na, hindi ko siya kayang mahalin, hindi ata, bahala ka na ha, bahala na talaga, ewan.

leche flan at ube sa itaas, yan, handa na akong kumain.

Jesus: once an alien, now a Savior

Christian, i call myself a Christian, yet, its definition cannot be thoroughly seen in my soul. yeah, i projected that i was, and to not be totally unfair with myself, i somehow lived this life, but it wasn't complete.

what did i miss? Christ Himself.

now, it's different, it's wonderful, it has changed.

yes, see.