turning point in our lineage
"ayayayayayayay!", she exclaims as a puppy encircles her. it was her doing in the first place, a 20-month old dynamic baby will sucessfully lure a furry animal, especially with someone whose as beautiful as her. everytime i think of that chinky-eyed, milky baby, i can't help but wonder how God could have given us such an angel in the queerest way.
Addy,
you were suppose to be aborted - and I'm sorry for that. we were all confused back then. your mom was out of her wits, and your dad, well, i have no idea of how he was. we were feeble minded people who don't know how to deal with other people, especially those who come into this world unplanned. we were planning to get rid of you, dearest. we were planning to send you back to where you came from, without you even reaching your initial destination. i, as your mother's sister, can't do a sensible thing - except to cry and pray for you...which, I think, was answered.
i don't know why I'm telling you this now, but you are the most awesome miracle that happened to our lives so far. don't you know that your lola, even though she's being weakened by your infant demands, goes stronger everytime you hug her. don't you know that your lolo, although serious in some ways, gets in touch with his childish side everytime you play with him. don't you know that your mom, eventhough she's far away from you, is always inspired by the thought that you came from her. .. you have touched so many people, dearest, and writing about all of them will not matter because they express all their love for you always.
i don't want to imagine what would have happened if you were, uhm, murdered by our own doings. God stopped us, dear. the God who loves you dearly and the GOd who has raised you up will continue to reveal Himself to you. Go on, walk with Him.
i love you - and i miss you dearly. a lot will be said to you now that you're living - and i pray that you'll listen to them, to us, and to me.
Just Listen. :)
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