"How JESUS Became CHRIST"
How should I know?This world has a lot of questions:"why not Buddhism?";
"Where is God?"
"Is there really One?"
"If God exists, then why is this
happening to me?"
"Can I be my own god?"
"When will He come?"
Oh hell,
how should I know?
There comes a time when I'm afraid to ask questions;
because people might think that I'm too much of a fake;
The world seems to be an insignificant dot in this
vast blob of darkness - but how should I know?
People are brave enough to curse God tho His face
because they haven't seen Him yet -
- they doubt Him
- they lie about Him
- they claim to be unafraid of Him
- they get sick of Him
- they encourage others that
- they know where He's atand
- they think that He's nothing
Heaven, how should they know?
Does God tolerate this? It seems that He does
because if He doesn't, then why do they still breathe?
And others like them, trying to convince themselves
that they have proven God's absence
As for those who tries to prove He does exist -
with documents and the Qumran,
with arguments and debates,
with fossils and claims:
how did you know?
you make him appear to be a part of this world,
convincing yourselves that you're claims are true-
but deep inside your shells, the doubts are greater
and stronger, deadly and choking -
when will we realize that Jesus Christ is the only proof -
and God does the convincing.
I wonder when the time will come -
- when people would be convinced by God Himself
- and not by the people (us) who imperfectly bear
- His Name
I wonder when the clock will stop
- and let people take time to
- believe what is being whispered to them
- by Christ
I wonder when the earth will finaly stop
- and breathe the air that God breathes
- for knowing that God is someone who we can
- never comprehend
Then, again, how should I know?
I'm a voice drowned by the crowd's
cheer - a neophyte trying to
fit in the crowded stadium of
wannabe someones - why should
you listen to me?
your inner voice is louder than mine,
no one's voice is louder than yours.
but if you'd just hush up -
but who am I to tell?
God exists in my life,
Christ loves me - even for my doubts,
Holy Spirit is keeping me on line -
that I know.
Do you?
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