dasal (isyu at daing ng madaldal na isipan)

madaldal utak ko. kadaldalan lang talaga niya ang kahinaan ko.

mga sinaunang kamangmangan

• Ethyl and i would never be friends again...(so, Ra...
• while they were drinking,i was battling with the s...
• we were cleansed with flooding tears...(Rai is str...
• we were forged with excruciating heat...(i wonder ...
• empirical puzzles tried to make us crazy, but to n...
• crumped together since birth... 
• we still help each other out...(actually, we're tr...
• or just decide to lie down with it, we still manag...
• whether we look at the world from down below, we s...
• eventhough we claim to be God's, we still stumble ...

gising na ako. dilat na dilat. matagal na dapat, kaya lang nasarapan ako sa pagtulog. andami tuloy nawala, andaming nasayang. ganun naman lagi, cyclic, predictable. pero sabi Niya huwag na raw. tama na, masyado nang nakakasakit, nakakasugat. hindi na ako umuusad. kaya lang madilim pa rin. malabo ako, pero kailangan kong hanapin ang ikakalinaw ng mundong matagal-tagal na ring nangangapa sa tabi ng switch. ngayon lang akong maglalakas loob na i-on. susubukan, kailangang subukan.

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